I am immensely disappointed with myself. IMMENSELY.

I can't believe that i did that! I just can't believe it... (Those whom have been in contact with me 1 hour after that has happened have already heard many times now but i still want to say: )

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED AND DISSATISFIED AT MY POOR PERFORMANCE IN THE ORAL EXAM!!!

I just ... There were so many pauses and words that i got wrong. And I'd repeated the WRONG WORDS again and again. Urg, i hate am very, extremely sad and unhappy. What was wrong with me at that time!! Why couldn't i be more calm?!!!

ARRRRRHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!